Darkness
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There is something deep inside me,
something dark within.
The men all see it clearly.
I'm just a toy to them.
The men, they will hurt me.
The women will have their part
because something deep inside
is saying "come and break my heart!"
My own sister, she betrayed me.
My brother made me dirt
all because something in me
says "I'm ok to hurt."
My father, he will use me.
My mom will turn her back.
There must be something wrong
with me. that's why I was attacked!
I'm searching through the darkness,
trying hard to find
the thing they see so clearly
like a flashing neon sign.
I'm searching hard within me
but there is nothing there to say
"Hey people, look at me.
I'm the perfect prey!"
My head begins to spin
and I fall down to my knees.
It's nothing deep within me.
It's only me they see!
So, what is it about me
that makes them want to say
"It's time to start the hunting
and she will be my prey!"
After many days of searching,
after many endless tears
I'm still no closer to finding
the answer to my fears.
So I lay here in the darkness
as the hours tick away.
I feel completely helpless
I cannot even pray!
There is something deep inside me,
something dark within.
The men all see it clearly.
I'm just a toy to them.
The men, they will hurt me.
The women will have their part
because something deep inside
is saying "come and break my heart!"
My own sister, she betrayed me.
My brother made me dirt
all because something in me
says "I'm ok to hurt."
My father, he will use me.
My mom will turn her back.
There must be something wrong
with me. that's why I was attacked!
I'm searching through the darkness,
trying hard to find
the thing they see so clearly
like a flashing neon sign.
I'm searching hard within me
but there is nothing there to say
"Hey people, look at me.
I'm the perfect prey!"
My head begins to spin
and I fall down to my knees.
It's nothing deep within me.
It's only me they see!
So, what is it about me
that makes them want to say
"It's time to start the hunting
and she will be my prey!"
After many days of searching,
after many endless tears
I'm still no closer to finding
the answer to my fears.
So I lay here in the darkness
as the hours tick away.
I feel completely helpless
I cannot even pray!